Congratulations for acknowledging to yourself (and the forum) that you want to return to cycling. Once you begin cycling, you'll realize how good it makes you feel and you'll want to continue - dare I say it's almost like an addiction - once you realize how good it makes you feel, you'll want to do it again and again. And, this good feeling automatically flows over into other areas of your life - sometimes without your ever realizing it. You'll also realize that if this makes you feel good, you will indeed make time for it . . . taking care of you in essence is taking care of others as well. If you're not doing well, how can you give and assist others? You deserve as much care as though you care for, but, it's a matter of acknowledging it, believing it, and going out there and doing it.

Keep yourself motivated by the forums, by watching cycling DVD's, by joining a cycling club and, once you begin losing weight (which you will), that will be very strong motivation to get back in the saddle again and again.