I've been there Annie. I'm so sorry to hear about your cat. It is one of the toughest things in the world to do, but if it relieves her from suffering, then it's for the best. I'm sending you a virtual hug (((((Annie))))). Ice cream usually makes me feel better. Before you know it, you'll be heading to the local shelter to pick out a new member of your family. For now, it's okay to cry.