My other comment on this- At LSU Dept of Psychiatry cycling is actively promoted as part of treatment, once people are stable and don't have any woozies. It really does work, there've been lots of studies both biologocal and in the purely emotional arena, that support this. Most people know how to ride a bike, it's a very accessable sport on all levels. Phenylethylamine is the joy molecule it makes; great stuff! So yeah, you are doing yourself a lot of good with that bike girls.

Treckchic- if you're still crying, that's not a good sign. For me it's a marker that I'm sick. Please think about talking to somebody. If you hated your Pdoc or the meds you used, there's other doctors, a whole new generation of anti depresants coming out, support groups, always more possibilities. I know it's exhausting and overwhelming to deal with but there's the day you suddenly realize "this is how the other people live, it's nice".