What makes you sad?

[AppleTree]

I've been in a pretty happy place lately, in spite of being a huge underachiever, and pretty much all the negatives others have touched on. That said, the recent death of my Step Father has me feeling sad because I regret not spending more time with him (and my family of origin). The horrific circumstances under which he was found have rocked me to my core, and I feel deep sorrow for the soul wrenching trauma my Sister in Law suffered from finding him that way.

Heavens, Laura, sounds very traumatic for you and your family, oh my gosh... Healing thoughts your way, so sorry for your loss. Keep moving forward, that is all we can do.