Lot of things makes me sad. political/financial inequality, unnecessary hadrship I see all the time.
Money worry makes me sad. Bigger you are harder you fall seems appropriate.
Getting my monthly alumni magazine and seeing many of my classmates and researchers I worked with, have made names for themselves. Me? Got very little to show. Just a membership to local Grange (dying organization with silly secret handshake...) and a farm. Did I deserve an Ivy league education?? Probably not. The magazine makes me feel like a total failure. So these days, the rag goes straight into the recycling bin. DON'T REMIND ME!!!
Somedays I just feel like I need to be pushing daisies and stare at the sky blankly.
Or when I have a project/problem with no elegant or simple solution. I feel like the problem is mocking at my shortcoming.
Or results not meeting my exurberant expectation.



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