OK, so today I realized what a rotten skier I am. I went to a local XC ski place with a Meetup group of people I hadn't met before, and warned them that I am not very good yet. A couple of others said they weren't either. We split into two groups based on skill level, with the idea that the less advanced group (of which I was a part) would stick to some of the easier trails. First of all, I was by far the worst skier in the group and was the straggler, which I absolutely can't stand. It is so awkward to be slowly trying to get up a hill without sliding backward and having everyone else waiting at the top and staring at you...I finally advised them to just go ahead rather than wait, knowing how annoying it can be to stand around waiting a long time for someone slow as well as not wanting an audience for my klutziness. Also, the trail junctions weren't always well marked and somehow we ended up on what I suspect was a black diamond trail, with lots of ups and downs that I really wasn't ready for. I lost count of how many times I wiped out...going downhill is scary right now especially if there is a curve and there are trees etc. along the sides of the trail. Not being very good at turning yet, there were quite a few times where I had to fall down in order to avoid hitting something. Time to take a lesson...or two or three. Preferably without a lot of other people around. I suppose I should just be thankful I didn't get hurt in the process of crashing that many times...unfortunately one woman did, right at the end. She hit a fence that was next to the trail, injured her shoulder and had to go to the ER. Haven't heard what the outcome of that was, but hoping it isn't serious and that she has a quick recovery. Really a bummer too, as it was her first time skiing.