I soooooo understand you!!!!!!!!! I did my frist club ride this weekend too, well two of them. And my first ride on sat was just amazing, actually in the end of the ride my cleat broke, and I had to ride cleatless for about a mile, so i was pedalling with one foot. But even then, i was riding with a grin on my face, and thinking wow finally i feel i am doing something that i enjoy and its healthy and good for my body and mind. I am glad you feel the same way. Hope you have many more rides like that to come


Cheers!