I've done a couple of rides lately that I was not mentally into doing, but one was a birthday ride for a friend and the other was a club ride that I had volunteered to lead several weeks ago. So I did them and had a nice enough time. Sometimes it turns out okay once you start to pedal.
However every ride is different and sometimes I'm perfectly content to not do a ride that I'm just not up for.
In your case, I'd go with your gut and not do it.
p.s. I could go for a clear dry New England day myself.
- Gray 2010 carbon WSD road bike, Rivet Independence saddle
- Red hardtail 26" aluminum mountain bike, Bontrager Evoke WSD saddle
- Royal blue 2018 aluminum gravel bike, Rivet Pearl saddle
Gone but not forgotten:
- Silver 2003 aluminum road bike
- Two awesome worn out Juliana saddles