I understand all your losses and although I don't know any of you, it's wonderful to see the support you have for each other. I kind of quit riding last August, blaming it on work issues. Now I wonder if it was more because my father died. Maybe although I didn't know it, I didn't ride because of unacknowleged grief. I know i didn't feel like do anything; I thought it was workcausing it. Now i see that maybe it wasn't. Please take care of yourselves. These forums have been a tremendous help for me--for support and advice on everything.