You will survive this because you are strong. Keep your thoughts positive and believe in yourself, even though the odds seem stacked against you. If you start feeling unconfidant, it will bring you down. Always feel in control of your thoughts and yourself. You have support of your true friends, which will help you. Good luck, it is a very hard thing to get through. A bike ride will always help and clear your head. Jump on your bike when you start feeling down. You will always feel better when you get back. Always.