(((Alexis))). I'm so sorry you're suffering. While I never got thin enough to be labeled as an anorexic, I used disordered eating for years as a coping mechanism when I felt out of control. Therapy, yoga and cycling were my saving grace. I hope you find the help you need. Please reach out to a professional.
Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness. Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Continue to learn. Appreciate your friends. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.
--Mary Anne Radmacher