(((((red))))) That's the thing - everyone does have to make her own decision, and the fact that my choice is different from yours is in NO WAY a judgment on your decision. I'm glad you had access to the treatments you chose, and although I'm sure we both wish they were more comfortable and less debilitating, I'm very glad that you're happy with your decision. I mean it. I think really, being comfortable with the decision is even more important than being comfortable with the treatment.