bethany,
just a thought from someone who lives in stinky hot, humid, summers in Houston. Maybe you could borrow a triners and try just some getle indoor riding in front of a fan, under the AC vent. This is what I resorted to last summer recovering from breast cancer therapy and coping with chemo/hormone therapy.
Several years ago I fell, gave myself a concussion, broke two ribs and collapsed a lung- 4 months off the bike, two months of indoor training and then riding and a month later, got brushed by a trailer of yard equipment and cracked the previously broken ribs and gave myself another mild concussion and road rash and embedded gravel instead of a collapsed lung. Another 6 months off the bike and easing back into training.
I don't recommend this method of taking a break away from cycling, but I will say that during that time off I was able to do some cross training and realize that I really really missed the bike. Since them (knock on wood) I seem to have exorcised the demons and am now really enjoying riding again.
Be patient with yourself. We are in here for insanity not stupidity. Maybe biking is for you and maybe you ust need to take a break and rethink why you are doing this and is there something else you would rather be doing.
Whatever you decide, it not locked in stone and you can always change your mind. ust hand onto the equipment and gear because if you try to replace in future years, you know it is going to cost more.
marni
Katy, Texas
Trek Madone 6.5- "Red"
Trek Pilot 5.2- " Bebe"
"easily outrun by a chihuahua."