I'm so sorry, Oak. While my isolation in the booming metropolis of Franklin, Indiana isn't quite as extreme as your situation, I definitely felt painfully bereft of my old cycling and running friends when we moved there. It's gotten better over time, but I still have far less interaction than I once did. I've cried many a time over it. So, I do understand at least part of your pain and sincerely hope that you find physical and emotional relief soon.