
Originally Posted by
Crankin
Because I don't have the time to exercise 2 hours a day, everyday. I do indulge sometimes, but, I don't like taking the whole next week getting the pounds off.
Even on the weekends, we often choose to do 30-40 mile rides as opposed to 50-100. I've found that when I start riding that much all of the time, I get burned out, as well as needing a lot of recovery time. It's not that I never ride that much, but I'm sort of more into a moderation stage. I mean, most people think I'm nuts because I exercise 6 days a week.
At the age of 13, I sort of randomly decided to go on a diet. I wasn't fat at the time so I'm not sure what prompted it, but it set in motion a habit of calorie restriction and disordered eating that would haunt me well into adulthood. I never got thin enough to be labeled as "anorexic," but I rarely ate a meal without some degree of anxiety, and my exercise routine was largely driven by the desire to burn calories.
When I started riding in 2006, I finally started to have a healthier relationship with food and exercise. Food was the fuel I needed to be active and energectic. I'm happy to say that I haven't falled into my old habits since then. I've lost a few pounds and gained a few pounds in that time, but I've always gotten back to my set-point. While exercise is definitely important to me as a means to control my weight, it is not my primary motivation. So, while I realize not everyone can freely indulge (and I don't and can't either), I'm happy to be at a place in my life where I can have a rich meal without guilt. I'll take that over my old hyper-vigilance any day.
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