I want...

[Crankin]

Maybe think like you're giving him medicine?
I might be influenced by that, too.

[Biciclista]

It's even worse than just seeing the food. Since I want him to eat, I eat. Have you ever put food in a baby's mouth and notice your own mouth opens? It's like that. It's so important that he feel hungry that I feel hungry. crazy stuff. Since I lost about 6 or 8 pounds during his hospitalization, I can afford to gain a few back.. (I already have gained back 2)
and how did I lose that weight? It's very hard to snack when sitting in the hospital with someone who can only chew on ice cubes and then spit them out...