Dear Crankin
You only get to see my good side. I whine, cry and resent. I have bad dreams. I am not being very productive. I really appreciate you and all the other gals on here to talk to, to banter, and to talk about things that are not upsetting because i have enough of the upsetting stuff happening here. My DH wants my son and I to be with him for the first 48 hours after the surgery!!! and not leave him alone. THAT is not going to be easy. So he talks big but really he's scared too or why would he want us there constantly when he's in ICU (when lots of people will be there to take care of him?) anyway, yes yes, I will keep you guys posted. I am taking my notebook computer to the hospital, where I will be staying in the waiting room for much of the day..

thanks you guys.