Dear self--
This is not an easy choice to make, and there are pros and cons for both options. You've got a choice. Take it one step at a time. This first step isn't binding. Let Dr. C know what concerns him, ask questions and then bring up the other stuff later. Then talk to Drs. A and L...

Dear Chat Noir poster--
I've carted you around between...six different residences now, not counting the trips home over the summer. Now you no longer want to stick to the walls...by any means. I think this may be it for you.