Don't feel bad. I am an AVID CX racer well into my 5th season of racing. When I showed up at our big race this weekend after a night/morning of heavy rain, I wasn't that excited about racing in the wet and mud (I did, but I wasn't psyched!).

Ease into it - CX is fun, and sometimes the weather is just another part of the experience, but one you can deal with AFTER you get your feet [metaphorically] wet.

SheFly