So far its been good with the Ritalin SR - alas I can sleep

It hasn't been all flowers and rainbows though. Most of my issues lately have been simply getting my RX filled. I dunno if anyone here has experienced this but I feel like some kind of drug ***** everytime I go get this damn thing filled. The pharmacy techs always give me "that look". So irritating. I realize this is a controlled substance but geez! I brought my RX to fill yesterday at Costco and they refused to fill it because they said I was back to fill it before what they thought I should be. I went to my doctor and told him I needed the refill and he readily gave it to me. He knows my situation, I'm am experimenting with the dose that works for me. Basically what I found was that if I take two 20mg in the AM it works long enough to get me through the day. If I only take one I don't notice anything at all. Geez I feel like I have to justify this to prove I'm not abusing this stuff because the way the pharmacy acts everytime I go there

So in the pharmacy's defense..... as I was walking up to get my RX filled I overheard a woman in front of me say something like "well I don't REALLY need it anyways it just helps me study". I walk up to the window as they turn her away, and I say something like "tell me that's not what I think I heard?" Pharmacy tech says something like "are you filling an Adderroll RX too?". I was like well if she didn't NEED it then why was she filling the RX and the pharmacy tech says something rather sarcastically like "oh but you NEED yours, right?" After I dropped off the RX she called me 5 minutes later saying they could not fill the script. This was a horrible experience! Now I'm beginning to understand WHY people just say screw it and don't get treated for ADD when they really could benefit from meds. I understand why they have to be careful but they also don't need to be completely disrespectful just because of the TYPE of RX I'm filling!