143.4 this morning. Well, I'm not moving around much (some pain where my incision scar is knitting itself into shape). Yet.
It's heartbreaking to hear some of you be so awfully harsh on yourselves about your weight or body fat. Susan, as others have said, you've just completed Paris-Brest-Paris -- you're being really far out there, woman! 10 or 20 or 25 pounds of extra body mass are minuscule in the greater scheme of things. And I'm saying that as a recovering hater-of-my-own-body (and myself). I don't think I was much below 200 pounds, or for very long, during any period between the ages of 28 and 40. Now that I've dropped about 1/3 of my body weight in the last year, my partner has been wondering what I changed to make it happen. (She's been naturally skinny all her life, but now, in her 50s, is suddenly accumulating some extra fat, which bothers her -- we've been converging slowly towards the same weight range, she from below, me from above.) It occurred to me that I needed to make peace, at some level, with my body and work with it instead of fighting it. I'm not more disciplined at 140 pounds than I am at 200: I'm exactly the same person.
What I do note is that I'm less motivated to go from 145 to 130 (unheard-of since my teens) than from 200 to 180 or from 175 to 150. I can wear regular clothes now (except that my legs are STILL short, so that many pants don't fit), and all is more about getting fitter than about losing fat.
Chris - formerly of Heidelberg, Paris and London, now of Fairbanks, Alaska
2011 Kona Sutra 49cm - Selle Italia Diva
2009 Specialized Rockhopper Comp Disk 15" - Specialized XC Body Geometry, 143mm