Quote Originally Posted by Bike Writer View Post
When diagnosed and suffering the consequences of this illness it was not only debilitating but downright depressing. I mourned for my loss and restrictions and was angry with my body. I felt like it betrayed me, I wasn't done having fun. .
Wow Bike Writer, I can totally relate to this. I've been lurking here for a week or two, contemplating getting back on the bike. I have lupus, I was a huge athlete (mountain biking, running, skiing, etc) until getting sick. I had a two year remission and got into casual biking with my mom, who has a cruiser, and back into running and weight lifting. Then last summer I had a relapse that put me in the hospital for a month and then bed rest for a long time. Since november, I have been on my feet and trying to get healthy again. I can relate to the anger and depression, and mostly the feeling of loss.

I knew if I didn't find something to bolster my spirits soon, I would never get out of bed again, so this week I tuned up my bike. I am terribly out of shape but I have this week off from work and have been on the bike path every morning. I am plodding along and so far I can only do about 3-4 miles. It feels ridiculous but I'm really hoping it will turn into the start of something.

So thanks for the post and inspiration. It's' nice to see others who feel the same way.