What Lisa said so well. You are so much more than your athletic abilities and accomplishments. Have you ever talked to your BF about these feelings? Perhaps he can offer some reassurance that will make you feel better. Otherwise, take heart that he is, as Veronica stated, wÃ*th you and not her.
Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness. Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Continue to learn. Appreciate your friends. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.
--Mary Anne Radmacher