thank you for your kindness, everyone.

One thing I learned about death is that everyone grieves differently. Even when going through the funeral process, we all had different ideas and beliefs. There is no right or wrong way to grieve, just that everyone goes through it.

One of the reasons why I was reluctant to think that I was grieving was that I wasn't really thinking about my dad or anything related to his death. There will be huge chunks of the day or even a whole day that will go by that I don't think about him or his passing. That's why I'm surprised how much I seem to be affected on a subconscious level.

The grief counselor hasn't called back. Guess it's plan B using work's counselor who's a bit of a dink, but he's free.