Wowza! That IS a lot going on. I knew about the breakup, but only what you shared at the time. Not to diminish the pain it caused, but it sounds like you dodged a huge bullet with him. He just sounds like he projected every negative he felt about himself onto you. Obviously not what you want in a partner. I'm glad your new man sounds much more supportive. Men aside, it sounds you have a much stronger sense of your own strength and worth and have some wonderful friends. Good for you!
I signed up yesterday for the beginner portion of the clinic. My husband (a lot has changed in my life, too, over the past couple of years
) and I are likely going to camp on Saturday night. He can play around on the trails while I'm hopefully learning how to avoid killing myself.
Looking forward to June!
Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness. Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Continue to learn. Appreciate your friends. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.
--Mary Anne Radmacher