Hang in there....I know where you're coming from all too well. Subtract a little of your politics and add to your saga a mentally ill owner and you've got my situation. Don't know your age, but at 50 I'm having a heck of a time even getting in the door.

So, while you may see the book learning as a little frustrating, inside I'm doing a major happy dance for you. You see, to me it indicates that there is hope. Go for it. Study hard and good luck.