well guys, I tried, i slid backwards again... THEN I went back and i tried it again and the same thing happened....soooo, I got off and WALKED up, cursed the whole way up but I havent given up yet. The next day when i rode i noticed my chain kept slipping gears so maybe it wasnt me that was the issue (or at least that's what i would I like to think )

scratches and scrapes and all, I'm going to make it up that hill one day dresssed bubblewrap if i have to, but I'm going to make it up the hill !
Thanks for all the tips, I will keep trying!