After my Nanny died my anxiety and depression started to trigger insomnia. I could not sleep through the night, one to two hours and then wake up. I have always been a heavy sleeper so it was horrible. I was about to fall over I was so exhausted. I do not get sleepy off Benedryl so most OTC stuff was out of the question. I did try cutting caffeine out completely, camomile tea, using lavender scents in my room, trying to stay out of the bedroom for anything but sleeping and Lunasom but nothing helped. Finally we figured out my existing anxiety issues were the root and the not sleeping was just amplifying them because I was anxious I couldn't sleep!
I tried Ambien and felt drowsy the next day, I felt worse than if I didn't take it plus I had really vivid dreams including every detail of my Nanny's death, even the hospital smell and how my aunt's sweater felt. I tried Lunesta and woke up even when the dose was increased. Finally my doctor put me on trazadone which was developed as an anti-depressant but puts people to sleep. It doesn't knock me out like Ambien did but it does turn my brain down a notch so I can drift into sleep. I hope you continue to sleep better.
Oh and a funny story but scary story about people doing odd things on Ambien. An old co-worker of mine took it when he went to bed. The next morning he was looking at his bank account and couldn't figure out why he had a charge at the local grocery store from the same day, he hadn't been. He went home and found he had bought 6 bottles of tabasco sauce at 1:30 that morning (according to the receipt). He didn't remember going and said he didn't even like tabasco unless in a bloody mary which he wasn't drinking alcohol until he was off the Ambien.
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