I'm good for ball exercises, my PT made sure of that!

What I'm really missing is the Pilates-specific apparatus moves. The instructors here tend to want to put me into a highly structured (and lower level) class, and in my old studio I was a bit beyond that, working autonomously for at least 1/3 of any hour I spent there. And I'm scared of forgetting what my instructors worked so hard to teach me because my new studios have me doing remedial work. Which can be good for a period but I feel that I'm ready to break away from it.