Made the appointment, hoping all goes well and I can work some things out. BF is being much more supportive now that he's starting to understand the problem. Very thankful for that. I feel a whole lot better already but I still want to talk to someone just to be sure I'm still OK. It's amazing how exhausting this sort of thing can be. Did my normal 5 mile run on the treadmill today and I feel like I went out and did a 60 mile ride.... off to bed for me. As always, thanks for everything.