{{{{TJ}}}}
My heart aches for you. As I read your post, I felt hour heart aching with each word you wrote. I'm so sorry for the loss of your relationships: your love and your shop. It will be very hard to move forward and find another, but you will. Take it one pedal stroke at a time. Baby steps. It will hurt for a long time, but you are strong and you will pull through. All my hugs and thoughts are with you.