((((Barb))))))

Have you received any therapy for these issues in the past?

I can only imagine how traumatic and difficult that must have been on your family. I have spent many years working at a children's shelter and working with kids and families in really really difficult situations.

I will look up some resources for you to see if I can find anything to help out. I am in social work graduate school at the moment and have a few professors who work a lot with adoption. I am sure that they have resources regarding this type of challenge.

Best of luck.