Emily, I'm just so sorry. You have done so much for others, encouraging us all in our trials big and small, I'm glad you took the time to reach out to us and tell us what you're feeling. You dealt with your accident with such grace and might, and you will come through this too. Take it all in very small bites, and do all that you can to soothe yourself, body and soul. It's not the time for challenges or decisions. The earth is still turning - let her do the work, and you rest and grieve all you need.