Emily, I am so sorry to hear of your loss although words are not much of a consolation. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

I can really understand about you being nervous about getting on the bike. So am I. Although it was bad road that caused me to fall, I hate more than ever riding in traffic. I have already told my husband and my girlfriend that when I get back to riding with them, it must be on roads with hardly any cars. I just got back to driving last week and I am a nervous nelly even driving.

I know I will get back on the bike with my little group because I would be miserable if they rode and I stayed home, but it will be a slow cautious start. Maybe for you also.

Take one day at a time. This for sure has been a tough year for you.

JoAnn