Good on ya', Donna! The first time is the hardest, and I still sometimes play the same kinda mind games. But invariably, I am always glad I got out and rode, even if I have NO desire prior to the ride and can think of a million excuses not to.

It's easiest for me if I ride with someone, because I will let myself down WAY before I'll let a friend or my DH down. If you could find a riding buddy, y'all could help motivate each other.

Keep it up!