AA: I'm so sorry for your loss and how you're feeling. Five stages of grief: Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, and Acceptance...allow yourself this normal grieving...

Originally Posted by
Aggie_Ama
I don't feel like riding but I also feel guilty for not riding. (
...but please don't beat yourself up - riding should be an enjoyable outlet, not a guilt inducing obligation. But, if do force yourself to get on the bike - even for a 10 minute ride - you might find that you will "feel" like doing it again.
If you don't grow where you're planted, you'll never BLOOM - Will Rogers