Hard ride here today. Fundraiser for brain tumor research/care programs. Stormed all night last night and we set off at 40 degrees and 25 mph winds. The first 12.5 miles were shared with the folks riding a 25 mile route and when we split I hesitated for a minute but stuck on the 50 mile route, figuring if I had no way out, I'd do it. At that point it much more hilly. I'm super chicken on descents so between the headwinds on uphills and head/cross winds on downhills I was pretty anxious. My two riding partners were sick so I was alone. At some point I saw a marker for the 25 mile route where we had crossed paths again. After some contemplation, I took it. Rounded off at about 35 miles when I finished. Just thinking about the miles I'm kicking myself, but there were some hard climbs I hadn't really expected and I really felt the loss of going at it alone- I made some friends here and there along the way with smalltalk, but it's not the same as pacing with someone or knowing someone will wait if you take a while on a hill... However, I am HURTING right now, so I know I gave it my all and was probably smart to listen to my mind/body.



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