Ivana, when I received my BS, the economy was bad. I felt lucky to land a low paying retail mgt job that required long hours and barely paid me enough to pay my basic bills (I shared a one-bedroom apt w/a friend in a not-so-great area of Philly). It took two plus years after getting my degree to land a good entry-level job that paid a living wage, move up the "ladder," and I've been with the same employer for 21+ years. I never had a "dream" career --- I just wanted to be financially independent & comfortable, so I never had to move "home" again or ask my dad for help.

I am sending good karma your way. I understand - completely - about how you don't want to compromise your sensibilities and "conform." [I was part of the punk/new wave scene back in the '80s, although I had a more conservative facade]. You are lucky to have found your passion in life, and I hope that the fates align in a way that you can make a living doing what you love.