Hey, great to see you sunshine! I am SO glad that your weight is up a little and your health is improving. Self-image is a strange, strange thing, and I can't imagine what it's like to have to battle that too. Hang in there, you're doing really well!
Winter riding is much less about badassery and much more about bundle-uppery. - malkin
1995 Kona Cinder Cone commuterFrankenbike/Selle Italia SLR Lady Gel Flow
2008 white Nakamura Summit Custom mtb/Terry Falcon X
2000 Schwinn Fastback Comp road bike/Specialized Jett