Anyone know where hellosunshine went? I just started to think about her hoping she's doing well, and went and dug up this thread.
Hope you're out there, sunshine!![]()
Anyone know where hellosunshine went? I just started to think about her hoping she's doing well, and went and dug up this thread.
Hope you're out there, sunshine!![]()
Winter riding is much less about badassery and much more about bundle-uppery. - malkin
1995 Kona Cinder Cone commuterFrankenbike/Selle Italia SLR Lady Gel Flow
2008 white Nakamura Summit Custom mtb/Terry Falcon X
2000 Schwinn Fastback Comp road bike/Specialized Jett
aha! hello,well up to 49.8 kg and LOATE it- i am loads healthier,the renal failure has been corrected,ive got very bad osteoporosis as a result of it and have been advised not to ride my bike,(ive ignored this!)they want me to go onto anti depressants as now im begining to infiltrate life a bit more, im self harming
BUT the main thing is im stronger on the bikehowever i do find that even having put on a few pounds i feel most grotesque in cyclin kit and skinsuits when i ride,this i find VERY hard indeed
the temptation to starve is there 24/7 but i know if i went down to 3 1/2 stone again the damae i have already done would be exhasperated
horrid horrid disease,but battle on!
who is driving your bus?
Hey HS!
Nice to see you! I just wanted you to know that it's good you're still fighting the battle!
Please take care & just know there can be a light at the end of the tunnel. I'm not familiar with eating disorders & can't give all the support required but hope your health keeps improving.
C
Hey, great to see you sunshine! I am SO glad that your weight is up a little and your health is improving. Self-image is a strange, strange thing, and I can't imagine what it's like to have to battle that too. Hang in there, you're doing really well!
Winter riding is much less about badassery and much more about bundle-uppery. - malkin
1995 Kona Cinder Cone commuterFrankenbike/Selle Italia SLR Lady Gel Flow
2008 white Nakamura Summit Custom mtb/Terry Falcon X
2000 Schwinn Fastback Comp road bike/Specialized Jett
Sunshine,
Did I read your last post correctly - the want you to start antidepressents and you're self harming? As in cutting yourself?
Apologies if I'm misunderstanding you.
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