Oh, I'm right there with you for some odd reason this year. I've done long rides, I've done group rides. I skipped out on a great group ride yesterday led by a friend - 24 miles, no speed pressure - because I was afraid people would hear me panting. I started having nightmares about not being able to finish the MS ride (I've not DNF'd and I adore doing them), but the nightmares have messed with my head. I gotta get past this - but it's hard.

CA