I was looking at some old Christmas photos from my first trip on WW where I got down to 125. I looked like I was ill and yet I was still at the top of my desirable weight range (I am only 5'2"). My face was so hollow and my cheek bones so pronounced, it was a bit scary. I am not sure how low I will go, I cancelled my WW online and the past few weeks have been struggling with accountability and exercise yet maintaining at 20 lbs lost (yippee). I think the lack of exercise is causing a distorted body image because I feel fat.

I am trying to find a balance and trying to determine how much more I want to lose. I just don't want to look ill again! I may try FitDay, I don't know. What I do know is I am trying a run tonight. No ifs ands or butts!