I definitely feel as if I'm not running on a full tank, psychologically or physically.

Yesterday I did a century--it was the first century I did (last year) and I didn't want to miss it this year, even though it was just 8 days after the aids ride. It was hard (especially the first 10 miles when my knees and quads were saying "what, she wants us to do this again?"). Hard to keep going without the support and companionship. I'm glad I experienced that psychological barrier--I can't imagine any ride I do will ever match the aids ride (except for next year!) so I better get used to it!

*And* it was wonderful to be back on the bike for an extended ride. Riding is an amazing experience for me. Every time I get on the bike.