I'm still wondering why you felt it necessary to apologise. None were needed. Sometimes depression happens, we deal (as best we can, friends help) and move on. It sounds like you are moving on.
There. Problem solved. 
The neat thing about this board is that we will try to help each other out if needed. No biggie. Thank YOU for giving us someone to care about/for.
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