I have been tested for everything. Lyme, MS, Lupus, Chron's, Colitis, arthritis, every blood test imaginable. I've had 3 MRIs (head/neck, upper and lower lumbar), 2 abdominal ct scans, trans vag. ultra sound, ultra sound of my left leg, thyroid scan, bone scan, illiac x ray, EMG, cardiac ultra sound, hearing test, colonoscopy.
What I found out? I do have tiny nodules on my thyroid, which I have had checked twice since the original finding. They are not growing and I don't need to have them checked for awhile. A couple of my discs are a bit degenerated, but pretty much this is normal for someone my age , who has been exercising (a lot of impact at first) for almost 30 years. I have some kind of genetic marker for colitis, but I don't have it (my aunt and 1st cousin do). My rheumatologist says I could have some deep root nerve issue, which is slightly indicated on the MRI. Other than that, I am the picture of health!
I've had the weird pain on my left side for years. It usually appears at the end of a regular illness, and then it's gone. However, it's been here for a few weeks. I've also had ulcer like stomach issues since my twenties. It comes in cycles. The pain while cycling started after I started riding more than 2,000 miles a year and my speed got up to just below a 16 av. These weird symptoms always start in the summer and peak in the fall. Funny, since I started with all of this last year, I have had none of the allergies and asthma stuff I've had all of my life.
On top of this, I don't do well with thinking about illness, although I am much more relaxed about it now. So much so, that I pretty much ignored everything in the last few weeks until I couldn't stand it. Everyone tells me to stop being so fanatic about working out; I actually wish I could do more. I see people with horrible health problems doing tris and centuries and I know that at least so far, I don't have anything that should preclude me from doing more. Being active is pretty much my whole social life and I get pretty miffed when I am told to "just ride 5 miles."
I need to start practicing what I preach; more meditation and relaxation. It works for me, but I am not good about practicing. I have to get this under control, or I am not going to be a very good psychotherapist!



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