got 'er done!
I have been fighting body aches and sniffles but today I made it to the Y and got my Sloooooow 4 miler done. BUT no walkers passed me 
I am excited I could do it w/o stopping, my HR stayed down and I could talk if i had to.
Tomorrow will be the true tale when I see how sore I am.
I went in the hot tub and steam room after and that cleared my head out some. Right now I feel pretty good, surprisingly. May be, just maybe my running muscles are finally getting stronger!
now next week doesn't seem so scary
It's about the journey and being in the moment, not about the destination