Thanks all for the kind words, guys.

LBTC - that's exactly it. I'm replaying it over and over in my head - I've even reread my own post about a half dozen times. I can't let go.

I'm trying to figure out how I can check on him to see if he's OK. I know his first name, and that's it. I'm not even sure what hospital he went to. I'll check the police logs, maybe they'll say where he went and I can track him down.