Oh my... just read this post and am crying. You absolutely did the right thing, and I can tell that your sweetie was very well loved. Bless you for giving her a happy life and a peaceful death. It is what I wish for all the animals of the world.
Hang in there and know that there are lots of us who know the pain of losing a beloved companion. Hugs to you...
EDIT: Just read the more recent post about the conflict of whether to get another dog. I too think you will know when it is time. When you are ready, I highly recommend adopting a dog in need from a shelter or foster home. It eliminates the worry and second-guessing about genetics. You would give a loving home to a dog who is already in the world and has had a rough time. There is nothing in my life I have ever felt better about than giving a warm, loving home to my Hudson. He was a parasite-ridden, mangey, mutt, and now he lives like a prince. It's a great thing to do for another being in need, especially when you are in pain.



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