Miranda ... I am so sorry. It sounds like you made the right decision for her, and that you are at peace with it-- even though it is so extremely difficult.

Thanks for the beautiful posting... it still is bringing tears to my eyes. What an absolute beautiful photo of her swimming... my dog and I have a similar spot, and I've had the same thoughts about when she is gone... there is no where else I could think of more appropriate to spread her ashes than at the swimming hole. She lives for that trip up the trail.

I hope your sadness lessens and you have the happy memories of your good days together. Take Care.