Your right, I don't want heart damage, and whether I am losing weight or not, I need to get it taken care of.
It would just be nice to have the one benefit from it because if it is bad and they kill it off, then I will gain more weight, and lord knows I don't need that.

Who knows though, maybe if they fix it, since it's not doing the weight loss thing now, I will have the opposite effect and I will lose weight after.
One can only hope right? LOL

I'm okay today, I was just having a pity party and needed to complain and whine.

Thanks girls. I know it's not easy for anyone and it could always be worse.